power of speaking
January 14, 2011
After a long time not making new friends in my life, I started to realize that I’m a lonely man in this crowded city. Every door seems to be closed. Every person that I meet is just like a beast ready to eat me alive.
My friend told me that I’m too fearful to have a chat with someone, that I’m not enjoying my life. I know that, but I’m just too fearful to start making conversation with other people.
I can’t blame my work as a programmer which I have to deal with my computer screen almost 24 hours in a day. A lot of programmers ( especially in west countries) have the ability to talk and relate to other people better than me. There’s must be something wrong in me that I have to fix.
Today I’m starting to melt the ice by starting to greet people around me, having a small talk with new people that I’ve just met. And it works, my fearful heart starts to convert to a joyful heart. My boring days starts to sparkle. It’s important to share our feeling to other people. Although I still need to learn to speak fluently, but practice makes perfect. It just the matter of want or don’t want to.
A smile brings differences, so let’s smile as long as it’s free
